Monologue

"A tongue has no bones,but it's already strong enough to break a heart,and we can't take back the words we've spoken or heal the wounds we've made, so be careful with your words".. Easy come and easy go.. Easy saying , so jangan main cakap saja, sometime fikir dulu.. Peace yoooo.. Kalau pun x suka sekali pun, cakap pun mesti mok berjaga2, ;)

Sometimes people don't understand how blessed they truly are. Stop being so down about everything. Stop getting upset about everything that doesn't go your way and stop being blame yourself because you know what? That's life.
I believe that happiness is a choice. Is not about flip the coin , then you can get what your mind exactly want. Sure, you don't choose to have bad things happen to you but when they do, it's up to you how you take them. You could let them get to you, upset you, bring you down or could use it as a chance to learn, to make you stronger and to grow. Look my dear , I'm kindly almost give up to make you stand and being brave. Holding on is being brave,but letting go and moving on is often what makes me stronger . And the one thing I should never let go is HOPE. Remember what I deserve and keep pushing forward. Someday all the pieces will come together. Unimaginably good things will transpire in my life, even if everything doesn't turn out exactly the way I had anticipated. And I will look back at the times that have passed, smile and ask myself ,"How did I get through all of that?".. Dear, so chin up, remember how amazing you are and be Happy.. Give yourself space to breath , to move.. For yourself ..

We need to give each other the space to grow, to be ourselves, to exercise our diversity. We need to give each other space so that we may both give and receive such beautiful things as ideas, openness, dignity, joy, healing, and inclusion. ~ Max de PreeSpace : what I'm gonna say about it?? As we grow, we realize it becomes less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones. Remember, life is kind of like a party.You invite a lot of people, some leave early, some stay all night, some laugh with you, some laugh at you, and some show up really late.  But in the end, after the fun, there are a few who stay to help you clean up the mess.  And most of the time, they aren't even the ones who made the mess.  These people are your real friends/one in life.  They are the ones who matter most. Give yourself enough space to breathe. We should tell people surround us, without hurting them.Think about what you want, take time out for yourself first and you will be a better someone in the long run.What goes around comes around, and sooner or later the people i have cheering for will start cheering for me...:))) life is too short..don't end up with messy things. Treat everyone with kindness and respect, even those who are rude to you – not because they are nice, but because you are. ..give yourself space and space...

"If you could see, what I see, that you're the answer to my prayers and if you could feel,the tenderness I feel.. You would know, it would be clear, that Angels brought me here..."
According this Guy Sebastian lyrics, I just wish my dreams come true.. I hope found you is miracle.. To have you entire of my life may be I'm the happiest. It's been long journey, I just hope to be finally found you.. From the dirt sun, wake up for December... How difficult to go through this broken heavy heart, the most fragile .. I'll be forever thankful, .. I'll be

How to complete Sunday chores? Emmm ... I'm just thought to visit a "resort " this morning.. But sleeping like dying hahaha .. Really tired! So, maybe this late afternoon... Hmmm this early time, try to ask where I'm going last nite ..,, huh I just attend my friend's son birthday party and just hanging around buy a DVD to watch b4 sleep. Kesian kan jalan sorang2... Takpalah besa Suda...I'm just fishing on you... None others fish .. :))) (^_^)"" so, last nite mengail keseorangan...:(

What do u expect ? Actually shopping is a resort for some people. I'm okay to go pusing2 carik Baju etc. Suka tengok .. Hmm how I'm gonna plan to buy something for tetttt.. Xmas gift.. Hope like it! Huhuhu all the time ingat pasal dia. Dia langsung x ingat kita.. Kesian kan... Takpalah, bagi dia ruang. Orang salu pesan , lepas kan saja dia pergi andai
itu mahunya, namun Satu masa dia Akan kembali untuk kamu, jika dia yang terbaik yang kamu mahu.. The good one have to wait.. Walau 1000 tahun tetap ku tunggu...

This is how weekends goes by...I'm still at the office during this hour. Skip for dinner to do my tasks. I'm okay..doing fine. Sometime , need to be alone. Figure out myself more focus on what I'm doing. Come on, let's settle down everything before year end. Busy is just a word ...honestly, what we gonna say sometime we just feel   we truly want to get everything done easily. Give others space, seem goes to me. Don't believe what your eyes see it, but trust your worthy heart feel. Day by day goes by, what do you expect from me? Trust me, whatever I'm doing, i mean it. I need a new phase of life to move on. When you became a family man, you wish to be the best to your love ones. As my dad always said " Whatever you doing or whenever you go..u wanna put yourself to help others and make them great". For almost 5 years to be alone, I'm kindly realized how my both parents aspect me to do to my carrier and siblings. Guess, I need a brave heart! I'm knew that friends around understand me the most. Friends are everything.Count on me, I'll let myself understand others also.I can't help it, I'm just selfish , there's no way that I could share anything to others easily,That would break my heart to pieces. Honestly the truth is I just hate to lend others shoulder cos I'm worry I will to attach. Nevermind , the true blue eyes never easy to forget others. Appreciates what's on earth, I have. Guess, just wish next year more great year! No Wishlist , I'm just pretend just to move on with big heart, big responsibilities..when I'm sure I'll let myself back again to you ,confess ,admit how difficult with or without you..

Our prime purpose in life is to help others.
If you can't help them, at least don't hurt them.

When I first met you, I had no idea you'd become this important to me. How to be lie on what you're see ?? Guess, we have the same interests..the same "resort"..

 I’d look forward to going to my “resort” after a day’s work, and even more after feeling some pressure. Resort on hobby..yess..hobby.Here’s the thing that I've come to notice. After you let me fall, it is like a common thing for me to feel more pressure. Naturally, the pressure is higher. But the time I spend to visit the “resorts” became too limited. Most of the time I don’t seem to find the time to go. So for you out there, if you grant me that few hours in a week for us to blow off some steam, I promise you, I’ll come back to you feeling like you just gave you something huge, and we’ll be ready to give it all back to you by loving you more and more. Now, I'm just thinking that I just stop and stare here..I'm just realized is it you feel the same or I'm just dream up all of this ? For a second, I'll move again..Do you I fall in you? Are you too??? I'm clueless.. Dear, sleeping is nice, to forget about everything for a while. Your lips say "just friends" but your eyes say so much more...It's okay, never mind. I'm not perasan..ehehe.  Sometimes you just need your space, so you can figure out how you fit into someone else's. Give as much as you gives, hide whatever you hides. The game of chase or hide and seek that the game you're love to play. I'm move again, I smile because that is a symbol of hope & strength..God, gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers. I will not wishing I'm someone else, I'm just proud to be myself.I never know who has been looking at me wishing they were me.. :)))