Monologue

This is how weekends goes by...I'm still at the office during this hour. Skip for dinner to do my tasks. I'm okay..doing fine. Sometime , need to be alone. Figure out myself more focus on what I'm doing. Come on, let's settle down everything before year end. Busy is just a word ...honestly, what we gonna say sometime we just feel   we truly want to get everything done easily. Give others space, seem goes to me. Don't believe what your eyes see it, but trust your worthy heart feel. Day by day goes by, what do you expect from me? Trust me, whatever I'm doing, i mean it. I need a new phase of life to move on. When you became a family man, you wish to be the best to your love ones. As my dad always said " Whatever you doing or whenever you go..u wanna put yourself to help others and make them great". For almost 5 years to be alone, I'm kindly realized how my both parents aspect me to do to my carrier and siblings. Guess, I need a brave heart! I'm knew that friends around understand me the most. Friends are everything.Count on me, I'll let myself understand others also.I can't help it, I'm just selfish , there's no way that I could share anything to others easily,That would break my heart to pieces. Honestly the truth is I just hate to lend others shoulder cos I'm worry I will to attach. Nevermind , the true blue eyes never easy to forget others. Appreciates what's on earth, I have. Guess, just wish next year more great year! No Wishlist , I'm just pretend just to move on with big heart, big responsibilities..when I'm sure I'll let myself back again to you ,confess ,admit how difficult with or without you..

Our prime purpose in life is to help others.
If you can't help them, at least don't hurt them.

When I first met you, I had no idea you'd become this important to me. How to be lie on what you're see ?? Guess, we have the same interests..the same "resort"..

 I’d look forward to going to my “resort” after a day’s work, and even more after feeling some pressure. Resort on hobby..yess..hobby.Here’s the thing that I've come to notice. After you let me fall, it is like a common thing for me to feel more pressure. Naturally, the pressure is higher. But the time I spend to visit the “resorts” became too limited. Most of the time I don’t seem to find the time to go. So for you out there, if you grant me that few hours in a week for us to blow off some steam, I promise you, I’ll come back to you feeling like you just gave you something huge, and we’ll be ready to give it all back to you by loving you more and more. Now, I'm just thinking that I just stop and stare here..I'm just realized is it you feel the same or I'm just dream up all of this ? For a second, I'll move again..Do you I fall in you? Are you too??? I'm clueless.. Dear, sleeping is nice, to forget about everything for a while. Your lips say "just friends" but your eyes say so much more...It's okay, never mind. I'm not perasan..ehehe.  Sometimes you just need your space, so you can figure out how you fit into someone else's. Give as much as you gives, hide whatever you hides. The game of chase or hide and seek that the game you're love to play. I'm move again, I smile because that is a symbol of hope & strength..God, gives his hardest battles to his toughest soldiers. I will not wishing I'm someone else, I'm just proud to be myself.I never know who has been looking at me wishing they were me.. :)))